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I'm on leave for 10days,yippe! At last i got time to relax and chill. Getting a year older tomorrow. Hehe...can i just remain nineteen? Anyway,i was wondering what could bf be doing for me tomorrow...hmm... Ouh,i manage to bought Lady Gaga tickets. I'm so happy bout it! =D Can't wait to see her.

Transformer; revenge of the fallen is a damn good show. It's a MUST watch movie. Overall rating is 10 points. I love the part when Optimus Prime combine the power with the Legendary Decepticon.

Gaga live in Singapore

Amended.

Date: Wednesday, 12th Aug 2009
Time: 1900hr-2115hr
Location: Fort Canning Park

Limited Pre-sale(Early bird)tickets at $75 going on sale at sistic on 24th June.
Standart tickets at $95 once Pre-sales over.

Lady Gaga

Get ready to Party at Fort Canning Park for only one night with Lady Gaga! She will coming down again to Singapore on the 12th Aug 2009 (Wed).

Limited Pre-sale tickets at $75.

(Includes priority entry to venue and FREE entry to Zouk on August 12th)

Standard tickets at $95 once Pre-sales over.

Date: 12th August 2009, Wednesday

Time: 2000hr-2130hr

Venue: Fort Canning Park

Aprilia sx125

I was planning to do a birthday party @zouk which falls on the 27th June. Hmm...Most probably i would invite my bf friends and my colleague. Ok let's move on. Wohoo! I'm so excited and i can't wait to pass my 2B license. I've plan to ride a aprilia sx125. And design it with ed hardy logo. Oooo....can't wait can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No joke... i really want to ride this bike. Anyway,it's supermoto so i can reach.

Total Absurd

I find that it's very ridiculous for a Muslim to convert to any other religion. I really don't encourage that. It's a total absurd! More and more Muslim converting,and mostly are the teenagers. They are a bunch of idiots! Can't they just stick to what they are right now?!

Suprise!

Bf gave me a suprised by buying a new watch for me. I love it alot! It has been 3 years since i change to a new watch. Yay! Now i can show off to my new prominent pink g-shock. Hehe... he bought the same too. But he's white color. Thank you so much honey. I appreciate it alot.

Just another day

PCD will be coming to Singapore on the 4th June and i'm still think to go to the concert or not to go. Furthermore my favourite artist will also make her way down to Singapore on the 14-16th June. So i'm kinda confuse. Sigh...
Anyway,i'll be changing my phone number soon! So,no stalker anymore. I'm so irritated by the pvt. number who kept on calling me and hang down the phone. Bunch of moron! Ouh yea, i had my hair done yesterday. It's black in color and the fringe is red in color. Oooo...i like it alot.

Loving yourself

Loving yourself is not always an easy thing to do. It's because we think we are not "good enough" or we dont "deserve it". The truth is everyone deserve a chance of happiness and love. I know that putting your heart out there after you been hurt is not an easy thing (I speak from experience) ; because all the insecurities tend to creep up and so we close up because an opportunity presents itself don't be afraid to take a chance because you never know what might come out of it.

Fever,porridge,papaya & rose

I don't know why but suddenly,i reminisce of something. Fever,rose,porridge and a papaya. Hahaha! I went to send my brother to the clinic just now because he was having a pyrexia of 38.3 degree and i thought bout these. It's hard for me to get sick. Well,i'm glad that my immune is damn good. Thanks to the above. But,when i'm sick it's really terrible. I can barely get up from bed. In addition,my bowel pattern is not healthy for me. About once a week then i open bowel. Anyway,let's get back to the fever,rose,porridge and a papaya.

Three year ago,i had an ex bf who is a gentleman. I spike fever once before when i was erm i think 1 1/2 month with him. He was serving N/S at that point of time,gone to work so called. Bout 1hr telling him that i got fever, someone knocked on my front door. Guess who? To my suprised,it was him. He took urgent leave. Aww...so sweet. (Now not sweet anymore!) He came,hug and kissed me. He hand over the porridge 1st "i know u got no appetite,but pls eat this porridge" 2ndly the papaya "and this is for you to open your bowel". I thought that's all. But lastly,he hand over the rose "this is for you ok. c,i concerned bout you. i hope i cheer you up syg". And he did cheer me up. Thank you. FYI: That's the 1st time i received a rose from someone.

It's all the past. There's always a good memory and a bad memory. For now,i really enjoy my life with my bf. I love him alot. I hope that he's the one for me. Love you Taufiq.

Gaga

I love the new version of "eh eh nothing else i can say" by Lady Gaga. Beatbox and electric piano. It's awesome! Well,Lady Gaga is damn cool. She got her own way of music genre and fashion. And yeah, she's very talented. She composed a song for Britney Spear. It's called "quicksand". Hear it. The beat is nice. Go Gagaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

I love you

Bf went to fetch me from work today. I was touched when he hand over a gift. It was a chocolate. Ooooo....i love chocolates! The chocolate indicate "i love you" and a heart shape. Thank you so much honey! I appreciate it a lot. *Muah muah*

Yesterday...

Yesterday was a very tiring day for me. Me & my bf went to search the butter factory. It was at One Fullerton. But when we reached One Fullerton...we were like, "Eyy,there's no butter factory here!" To our suprised it's right in front of us. Hahaha! Both of us need to do lasik soon.

I read the newspaper yesterday and there's a new virus. It's called 'swine flu'....it's from the pig. Eeee...so horrible. You'll get it through kissing,coughing....well it's by airborne. Hopefully Singapore won't get affected by the new virus. For those who eat pig; STOP EATING PIG! Oink onik....

Oncology

I learned something new today. Flushing of the hickman's line. Anyway,i'm going to further my studies in Nursing. Yesterday,i'd done my total performance management with my nurse manager. She said that i'm a brilliant nurse. Hehe...well,i'm happy bout it. =)
If there's any bridging course this mid year, she wants to send me to diploma and i think it's great. Well,i missed the opportunity this early april. I disagree with it. Stupid of me... I'm beginning to have the interest on leukemia and bone marrow transplant. For now,i nurse bone marrow transplant patient. They have a lot of complication. Really alot! Some of them didn't survive and the saddest part was,they are all kids. I pity for those who have cancer. Sigh...
I hope that i won't have cancer. And if i die,i wouldn't want to die with a disease. I want to die peacefully.

The Dorchester

I was browsing through the internet on restaurant in London and something else caught my attention. It was The Dorchester Hotel. It look so fabulous. I love it alot! If i have my own house in the future i would want to design it like the Harlequin suite.
Take a look at the link. Enjoy

http://www.thedorchester.com/rooms_suites/harlequin_suite.html

All i see- Kylie Minogue

All i see- Kylie Minogue

Weekend has arrived

Everybody's trying to find something to get into

My friends wanna go out but i can't cancel my plans

Got a date with my baby

He's taking me out

So i'm gonna catch up with you some other day

Gotta go

Can't make him wait tonight

Have to make sure i'm looking hot

Cause we're going to our favourite spot

Till the morning we're gonna rock

Boy you rock me up

My baby

Doesn't matter what's going on

Or who's around us

All i see is you

Right now they're playing our song

Dance floor is ours

All i see is you

The DJ's got me feeling like i did

When i first met you

And there's nothing can break us apart in two

Cause all i see is you

I get lost in time

When i'm looking in your eyes

And we're body to body

I don't want you to rush

Cause you're feeling like heaven to me

Follow the rhythm

And keep it real close

In the dark everything goes

Love it better when you touch don't stop

Baby cause we're just begun

Have to make sure i'm looking hot

Cause we're going to our favourite spot

Till the morning we're gonna rock

Boy you rock me up

Oh oh oh

Please don't let me go oh,oh

My love for you's growing

More and more and more

As we move across the dance floor,oh oh

Cause all i see is you

DJ spin my record again

18th month of love,xtra

Well well well, it's going to be 18th month of love with bf. I'm glad that i made till this far. Because for the past years i had a bf,i can't stay with tem more than 6 month. Hahaha! But for this time,sorry girl friends...u can't tease me ok. It's like what goes around comes around. U guys been sayin that i flirt alot,and keep on changing guys back then...but not these time. Now,it's my turn to say that to you! *Evil laugh* "Wake up! U're already grown up still want to change change bf?" Heh...i can be a bitch at times,you know that. *Smirking*

Ok drop the subject.

Moving on...

Every single day my love grow much more stronger for you. We laugh together,we smile together,we cry together and more. With you,i am safe and secure. That's why i love you...Taufiq the trompah boy.

Monday Blues

I keep on having my off days on Monday. Sigh...why can't it be on Fri or over the weekends? But it's ok. Monday Blues... Last monday me,mat and bf went to watch Shinjuku Incident and it's rated as NC16. And again,the ticket seller asked us for our Identity Card. Oh gosh...we really looked like 16 and below? I think it's because of our petite size that made us look young. But thank you so much ticket seller! I'm happy that i look 16! Sweet 16! Hahaha!
And as for today, i'll be going somewhere in Singapore to chill. As usual,the 3 of us....or should i called it the 3 musketeers?

Monday Bluessssssssssssss

친구에 참여해주셔서 감사합니다

당신을 위해, 나는 항상 친구로서가 아니라 그 이상의 치료. 내 남자 친구는 여전히 존재한다. 그는 내 영감이야. 아무리 당신이 좋은, 난 여전히 당신을 사랑하지 수있습니다. 설령 내가, 내가 아직도 그러질 못해. 얼마나 고생했는데 얇은 두께와 내 남자 친구와 함께. 그리고 그러므로 나는 그를 내 인생의 모든 순간을 소중히.
난 당신과 함께 외출을 즐길 수있습니다. 나가 저녁 식사와 더있다. 하지만 당신은 항상 염두에두고 그 전 남자 친구가 계속합니다. 당신이 내 손을 잡고해서는 안되며, 내 근처에서 내려주세요. 전 정말 너무 싫어! 난 이제 그만 당신에게 당신이 다칠 까봐 원인 싶지 않았어. 나는 당신이 모두 같은 느낌이 날 존경하지 않았다. 그래서 만약 당신이 날 사랑 해요? 로 할 때 당신은 날 건드릴 수 없어, 널 좋아해. 오직 나와 내 남자 친구에게 그런 권리를 할 필요가있다.

난 당신이 이해 해 주길 바래. 그리고 친구가되어 줘서 고마워.

I cry...

You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad
You need to let things goI
know, you told me so
I've been through hell
To break the spell
Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew
I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know
I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

Paitau-kia

It was a tiring day.I came back home about 5 in the morning. I was suprised that there's a lot of hardstyler shuffler at zouk. Yesterday Judge Jules spin the turntables. The atmosphere was fantastic! The song were all pumping. Anyway, to my friend who had promised me to come down to zouk..."THANKS SO MUCH" for the coming along. Next time don't promise if u're unsure. And don't keep me waiting.